Friday, July 2, 2010

No man can confidently say that he will still be living tomorrow, nor no woman, nor no child. People hear this all the time. Live life to the fullest. Appreciate everyone in your life because they may be gone tomorrow. We've heard that since we were just small children when just the thought of death was overwhelming, uncomprehendable. To the young death is just distant words, a dream, a nightmare. It barely exists.
In soceity we have video games & movies where death is casually seen. People are shot at, bombs droped down upon. Death is casual, but no joke.
Thinking & talking about death need not be morbid, but itt rarely occurs to us that over 300,000 people die a day.
The sadest part about death is knowing that death is more universal than life.
Because everyone dies, & not everyone lives.
You see in a moment, anthing can happen.
People can cry, and people can die. But people can also smile & they can live.
You can die when you're alive you know. Dying's when you stop living right?
It takes so much more to living than it does to dying. It takes more to live with someone than to simply kill someone.
So why are we all here; Alive, & laughing, & smiling?
And why are some of us not here.
I have no other answer than thats how it is.
You can't live forever, so why should you live like you're going to?
You should appreciate the life you live, & you shouldn't have a reason to ever fear death because you know that you lived a good life. Ignorance & fear of death over shadow life. But you shouldn't let it.
More things in this world need to be accepted, more people need to be forgiven, more places explored, and more fears conqured.
But the world I speak of is nonexistent, just a dream.
But hopefully one day someone can say;
It all started with a dream of appreciation.
<3

Sunday, February 21, 2010

Are we human?

I am walking up a mountain.Rain is pounding hard on my back, every single drop is fire, burning through my skin sending a hot sensation through my body. It is not the same pleasant feeling rain once gave me. I am surrounded by all too many trees. I lost my path, and every tree looks the same. I'm running, in circles, getting no where just as I previously suspected.
Darkness is flooding the sky, and for once it doesn't scare me. Instead, everything else does. I am trapped, but the darkness if comfort, and I can hide here. My world has been turned around. Everything that once put a smile on my face now only makes tears fall from my eyes, although they are a different type of tears. I reach my hand up to wipe the tears away, but astoningishly there are none there.
Everything has been changed, there is no where left to run to, I can only hide.
...But why should I hide? Why should I want to run?
Is it because I am coward?
Or because I am human?

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

Redemtion

The scariest person in the world is yourself.
You know every single secret of your's.
Every single flaw.
Though, sometimes some of us fail to see acknowledge our flaws, they are still there.
You know what you have done.
So there's no place to hide, not from yourself.
What you fail to realize is there is always a way to redeem yourself.
Even the most brutal things can be atoned.
Before anyone can forgive you must forgive yourself first.
Redemption, cannot be without forgiveness.
You will find, that not everyone forgives you, this is where you move on.
We will all read this story a different way.
We will take different things from it, different thoughts.
As long as we take something.